i need perseverance through any situation. i need more patience.

decisions

the other night at fellowship during worship i asked for a worship experience ive never felt before
and then after i prayed the next song was "came to my rescue"
i didn't think much of it but when i began to sing the song i began to feel a sudden rush of emotion
i had no idea where it was coming from
and then i remembered that about one year ago i first heard this song
the lyrics really stuck out to me because i felt so lost and confused and i called out to God
and indeed he rescued me and brought me to where i am today
a feeling that i never thought would come

show me how to love

can change be quantified?

sophomore year

thank you God for bringing me through this year

i'm committing to the thing that only matters

wooooooooooooooot. late nights studying for ochem! yay!
im beginning to realize that i am a very reminiscent person. i have a bunch of random memories stuck in my mind somewhere andn they come up at very random times like now.
i remembered this one person probably around the beginning of my junior year of high school. she was kind of weird i thought because the way we met was through myspace. she messaged me randomly one day and said she saw me on one of our mutual friend's profile and wanted to be my friend. i remember seeing her at one of my friends graduation and we took a picture together. i remember she was pretty haha. i think that was the first time we ever met because i guess we never really got the chance to see each other in person. i remember the stuff that she talked to me about and then i guess i would just sort of listen and then there was a point she stopped talking to me because she got busy with her own life and i guess i havent talked to her since. how random right? but its all good. i wonder how she is doing and what she is up to nowadays maybe she will randomly facebook me one of these days who knows (well she has done it before).

isnt it funny how people are brought into your life? some people are brought completely randomly out of nowhere and then people leave and vanish into thin air. i think if you ever take time to think about the people you know now and how you met them it would be some pretty interesting thoughts and stories huh?

im a happy blogger and i dont care that no one reads this! :D
its actually fun writing out my thoughts.
no, im not gay.